Reason #005 -Thirty-Four-Year-Old Mother of Four

I remember so many times just feeling like a used rag that someone just wiped their greasy hands all over. I couldn’t take back what I did, but I just wanted to be better. I wanted 2 love myself enough to say no. I thought I was going to be loved for making him happy. Instead I just kept getting hurt over and over again. I gained nothing but hard times for the decisions that I made as a teen. Those decisions are still running my life today. I wish I could do it over. I was 14 when I lost my worth. He climbed on top of me in my sleep and I pretended that I did not feel him. I didn’t even open my eyes, even when it hurt. After he did what he did he got up and the next day when I saw him it was as if it never happened. That was my first.